As expected, I can’t sleep. I sit behind they keyboard crying and trying to understand how it was that I let you go. There are so many thoughts racing through my head, so many estranged feelings.
It wasn’t that long ago that I was fighting to get you back, and now you’re gone again! How? Why? When?
It happened so suddenly, I’m not sure I understand; I’m trying hard to build a life that’s worth sharing with you, but I need you by my side in order to fulfill that goal!
Couwto, there are so many emotions that I want you to see, that I want to express, that I want to share.
I’m devastated. Please come back.
